Friday, August 12, 2011

We Knew This Was Coming

I had an MRI flowed by an appointment with my doctor.  He said the tumor has grown back in the past six weeks and its bigger than ever.  The treatment options have a very slim chance of even slowing it down, and have side effects that I'm not thinking are worth it.  He didn't say so but I know that given the situation I'm in, I'm likely to die in less then a few months.


I want every one to know that I love them.  I know it will be hard, but I would like it if you, to the best of your abilities, focus on not being sorry or sad, but on the wonders of the journey we've been thought.  I, at least, know that I'm a stronger and more wise person for it.  I'd like to think at least some of that has rubbed off on you.  I've learned a lot though these experiences, and I've all along tried to teach you at least some of that.  Education is very important to me, not just in academic areas.  I urge you to visit an earlier blog entry at http://skavookie.posterous.com/moving-up-2011-92534 and pass it on to everyone you can, for this is what I hope will be my legacy.


Get in touch with me or my mother if you want to see me.


This is what my brain looks like today.  The white is cancer.  It wasn't there six weeks ago.

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